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from : Premeshwari Mayi Nithyananda <[email protected]>
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date : Sun, Dec 6, 2009 at 4:35 PM
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Vat u doing? 😉
How r u dear? I’m doing fine… really busy here in Chennai. 🙁 M’s parents are very happy that I came back to help them… hope to be back in ashram soon! 🙂
BTW, in that talk we had in Anandpuri I had mentioned that I was chronicling interesting events, and that I will share it with u. Its attached here… its far from being complete… still have to expand on many events! Read when u get a chance. I’ll send u the next version after I make some progress! 🙂
Important note: Delete this email after u read. Download the file to someplace safe to which only u have access… this file is meant to be strictly confidential, atleast at this point. Once u r done reading the file, delete it also.
OK dear, take care. Hope u r enjoying the ashram with all its crowd now! 😉
Ma Nithyananda Premeshwari Mayi
Miracles of B ver2 Incomplete.doc
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Miracles of B…
I have been blessed with the wonderful opportunity to know B as a close friend. And without realizing it, I have been a witness to many of his miracles, directly or indirectly. While B has no interest in making all this known publicly, I still wish to document it for future generations to know that such happenings are not a myth (as I myself used to wonder until a few years ago).
There are many miracles to talk about, but the most interesting of them all is materializing things! Oh well! Things cannot really be materialized since laws of nature state that you cannot create matter out of nothing… but they can be teleported! Until I met Swamiji, I thought this was possible only in science fiction movies and TV shows like Star Trek! But I heard Swamiji talk about it as if it was really just another scientific process of converting matter to energy, moving it over and then converting the energy back into matter; ‘Just like your phones do with sound energy’ Swamiji had said.
“Fascinating! But was it really possible?” My heart knew that Swamiji’s words were always true, so it must be possible if he said so. But my mind, so deeply rooted in the realm of logic, found it hard to accept this without sufficient proof. How would it work?” I thought.
The Rudraksha Ring
It was Dec the 18th, 2008. I was in Bidadi for the Jayanthi celebrations. The ashram had received a new kind of ring. It was very unique and elegant looking silver ring with a single rudraksha bead in it. As soon as Swamiji saw a sample of the ring he liked it so much, he decided to gift one to every ashramite! We all got one, and were super thrilled about receiving such a beautiful & special gift from Swamiji.
A couple of days later my parents arrived at the ashram to volunteer for the Jayanthi celebrations. They were assigned to help out in the Galleria showroom. My mother saw the ring on my finger and liked it instantly, like everyone else who saw it. She wanted one too, but when she enquired in the Galleria showroom, she found out that all the sample pieces were taken by Swamiji and given away, so they had to wait until they received fresh stock of supply. She mentioned this to me, a bit disappointed.
The next day, B and I were just chatting about many things, when I mentioned to him about my mother’s wish to get the new rudraksha ring, and her disappointment that they were all out of it. B smiled and asked me, “Shall I get her one of those rings?” I thought he was joking and said “Yeah, sure, she would be thrilled! But unfortunately, Galleria really has no stock left, I checked in the showroom this afternoon.”
He smiled mischievously and asked, “Do you really want it? I will materialize one!” I couldn’t believe what I had just heard! I was thrilled and suspicious at the same time. “Can you really do that? Show me your hands, let me see if you are hiding a ring somewhere in your sleeve”, I said to him. He showed me both his hands, palms open and said, “Check whatever you want, I have nothing here”.
Then we kept talking about other things for about 10 minutes, and all this while B was rubbing his hands gently against each other. I assumed he had just joked about materializing the ring because our conversation had moved on from that topic to other day-to-day happenings at the ashram.
And then, all of a sudden, he told me to extend my hand. He placed his closed fist over my hand, palm facing down… and suddenly I felt something small and cold drop into my hands! Viola! It was a silver rudraksha ring! I looked at it in disbelief as I was trying to register the fact that I had actually witnessed a miracle, first hand, with my own eyes. Now there was no escaping for my intellect and logic that such things are not just a myth or a matter of faith and belief, but they are truly possible.
Within a few moments, my darned intellect kicked in and started asking all kinds of questions, instead of letting me enjoy the beauty of that moment. I asked B, “You could not have materialized it, because materialization is not possible. That means you only teleported it. Where did you teleport it from? I thought we were out of stock!”
“Yes! It is teleported”, said B. “It must have come from the emergency stock that the Galleria keeps.” At this point I realized that teleportation is also quite a miracle just like materializing. Then my mind relaxed from all the questions, and I was simply in awe of B and his miraculous powers! I was so excited, I want to run around sharing this exciting discovery with all my others friends, especially my husband who, being an atheist, used to reject anything not proven by modern science. Sensing my excitement, B immediately forbade me from divulging these secrets to anyone, unless B approved of it.
It began to sink in that B really was no ordinary person. He was truly an enlightened being, as Swamiji had once declared to a small group of ashramites, and as B himself had admitted to me once. I am filled with gratitude for being a close friend of an enlightened mystic.
Unique Birthday Gift
It was Dec 23rd, 2008, the day the Brahmotsav celebrations for the Jayanthi started. It was also the day I turned 35. I was thrilled to have received Swamiji’s darshan and blessings for my birthday despite his really busy schedule on that day.
Later in the day, I was talking to B when he wished me a very happy Birthday, and asked me what gift I would like for this special day. I thought about it for a few minutes and said, “I can’t think of anything I need other than always having Swamiji’s presence in my life; and he already blessed me with that this morning!”
Then B said, “Okay, I’ll give you a small gift anyways. Check my hands”, he said showing his open palms. I realized then he was going to materialize something! I was excited again, I guess I must have thought the first instance with the ring was just some stroke of luck and he wouldn’t be able to do it again. So now I was curious to see if he could really repeat the miracle.
Then as usual we talked about other things while B kept rubbing his hands. Suddenly, I remembered that he was teleporting something and I asked him if it was there yet. He said, “Its here, but I’m still putting the cover for it”. “What do you mean?” I asked. He explained that the object being teleported was there between his palms, but not yet fully there, and he was still teleporting the final layer of it, what he called as the cover. And then after few minutes he asked me to close my eyes, extend my hand and dropped something into my hands.
When I opened my eyes, I saw a beautiful pair of earrings, made of pink pearls (my favorite among jewelry) and red sandal! It was a really lovely pair, exactly what I would have picked for myself from the Galleria store! I was looking at it in disbelief, and then at B in awe, and barely managed to say ‘Thank you, I love it”!
“How do you do it?” I asked him.
“Oh, its nothing. These are all just a child’s play, once you know the technique”, B said.
“Where and how did you learn all these miracles?” I asked.
“That’s easy, I just downloaded the technique to do it!” answered B with a wink and a smile.
“I have a million questions in my head, about this and many other mystical things!” I said. And he agreed to answer them all patiently, to the best of his ability. I must give B the credit for being patient with me, and treating me like a two year old who is filled with curiosity and questions about anything and everything around them.
Sometimes, when I would say I have a question, he would smile and say, “I was beginning to think you have become enlightened, because you haven’t asked me a doubt or question in a while!” Sometimes, B would be in a mood to talk mystical things, and he would tell me to ask all my doubts and questions.
There were times when I would draw a blank and say I have no more questions for him. He would laugh and tell me that I have finally become enlightened! Other times, when I would pose a barrage of questions, and he was bored with my silly questions (silly at his level), he would refuse to answer anymore by saying, “Why don’t you go ask your son (referring to Swamiji) about all these?” For some strange reason, I was never able to ask Swamiji all my doubts and questions, for they always felt too silly to be wasting his time on.
I was in Chennai for a month helping my father-in-law with some personal work. Suddenly one day I saw a rash like appearance on my chin. In my usual manner, I ignored it thinking it was some kind of allergy and it will go away in a few days. But it steadily increased and spread from one spot to my entire chin area. It became so noticeable that anyone who saw me asked about it and advised me to go see a doctor.
I tend to avoid doctors and unnecessary medications in general, and especially so in India where doctors tend to give an overdose of medicatons. So I continued to ignore such comments. One of those days, B was visiting Chennai and had called me to enquire how I was doing. I mentioned to him about the rash, and he advised me to apply Swamiji’s vibuthi, which is known to have healing effects.
Unfortunately I didn’t have any of it with me, as I had left it all in Bangalore, with my parents. B specifically told me to apply the vibuthi from the Shiva Ratri celebrations that were conducted recently by Swamiji in the ashram. I was very sad that I couldn’t get access to it until at least a week later. When I told B about it, he was extremely kind to me, and said, “Don’t worry, I’ll give you some”. I happily agreed to meet him for a cup of coffee, when I would also pick up the vibuthi from him. As soon as we met and ordered our coffee, almost immediately I asked him, “where is my vibuthi?” He had a little bag with him, since he was traveling. I opened the bag and looked for a little packet of vibuthi in it, but couldn’t find any! “I don’t have any with me, but I can get some for you from Bidadi”, he said with a smile.
I understood what he meant, and decided to wait for the gift. After we had our coffee and chatted a bit, I had to leave. I was beginning to wonder when he will do the actual act of teleporting the vibuthi from Bidadi, when he said to me, “Don’t forget your vibuthi, its in the bag!”
This happened on February 27th, 2009. I was pleasantly surprised, because this time I didn’t see him rubbing his hands or doing anything explicit to have the vibuthi teleported! When I asked him about it, he simply smiled.
In Dec 2008, Swamiji’s birthday according to his stars (not the English birthday which is a fixed day of the year) was celebrated in the ashram in his hometown of Tiruvannamalai, at the foothills of his favorite Arunachala. During that day, there was free darshan of Swamiji to all those who visited the ashram. Although the ashramites expected a huge crowd of about 5,000 people, the turnout surpassed all our expectations, and a whopping 20,000 people showed up for the event!
At some time, when I was done with my volunteering tasks, I offered to assist at one of the galleria stalls, and B also happened to be there. While brisk sales were going on at the stall, some volunteers came running to B and asked for more malas to be made available on stage. He asked them to look for it in the covered area behind us where all excess stock was stored. After frantic searching, they returned to him with a sorry face! B called the next in-charge and enquired how many malas they had shipped for the event, and it was quite a large number (a few thousand). And yet there were a few hundred people who still wanted to buy malas!
The volunteers did not want to return to the stage and inform Swamiji that we were all out of malas! They knew he would be unhappy with them for their poor planning! So they were desperately trying all other sources like the 2 mobile galleria vans that were standing outside to somehow get some more malas, but with no luck. Eventually, B told them to open a certain box and look inside it. Reluctantly, they opened it and found it was full of malas and bracelets, about 400 of them! They were thrilled and quickly scurried away with that box. Then B turned to me and said, “See what all I have to use my powers for”! I was looking at him puzzled, when he explained to me that he had to quickly teleport about 400 malas & bracelets because his volunteers back at the Bidadi ashram didn’t plan for such a huge event, and hence shipped less numbers than they should have.
I was still looking at him all confused, and asked, “I thought you could only teleport something that is small enough to fit into your hands, like this ring (indicating the ring he gave me sometime ago). How did you manage to teleport four hundred malas into a box somewhere behind you?” To which he answered, “it doesn’t have to fit into my hands. If I am present in the area, that is enough, things can be materialized or teleported to that area. And if I can teleport one ring, why can’t I teleport four hundred malas? It’s the same technology!”
In addition to this, there were innumerable occasions when B teleported material for Galleria, to quickly make up for a deficit. From January to March 2009, Swamiji toured many cities in Tamilnadu, conducting the one-day meditation workshop called Kalpataru program, for the first time ever. The program was a huge hit and thousands of people showed up for the program in each city. Most often, when people would go for darshan, they would want to buy a mala of Swamiji or a bracelet, so that they could get it energized by Swamiji directly. There were times when the stock that was brought from Bidadi would fall short of the demand. The local galleria volunteers would panic and come running to B, who is also the overall In-charge for the galleria department and ask him if there were more malas in any other boxes. The ashram volunteers in the galleria department, having looked already a few times would pull a long face and say that unfortunately they were all out of it. B would look deep into his agna chakra area and direct a volunteer to pull out a box in a particular area and look into it. And unbelievably, there will be a couple of hundred malas in there!! The ashram volunteers would protest in bewilderment, “But we opened all the boxes and checked earlier, we didn’t find anything!” B would just tell them, “You didn’t look hard enough!”
I thought to myself, “It helps to have such talents rolled up your sleeve; it really helps you survive these situations! No wonder my poor father could not survive long in this job, he didn’t know such tricks!” My father used to be in-charge of galleria before B moved to the ashram. I had seen him face the challenges of managing supply and demand, maintaining the ever-expanding inventory, etc. It really takes an enlightened person to be able to handle the complex operations, exploding stock and international demands for the materials! No wonder Swamiji had put B in-charge of this crucial department.
Since B and I were close friends, he would tell me about some of the interesting or fun things that happened. He told me about many other incidents of teleporting.
Ma Nithyananda Sree was another good friend of B. She too knew that he was an enlightened mystic. In fact, it was she who helped him experience his true self and realize his enlightenment. A couple of years earlier, in 2007 summer on Swamiji’s instructions, Sree was giving discourses on Siva Sutras and also conducting a meditation for each sutra. This was attended by all the ashramites present then, and Swamiji was in the US at that time. During one such meditation session, one of the ashramites fell into a deep Samadhi experience. When he came out of Samadhi after 2 hours, he realized he was B, an enlightened mystic. Since then, he has always felt much gratitude, respect and love for Swamiji and Sree for being instrumental in this realization.
Coming back to Feb 20th, 2009, B had just returned to the ashram after attending to some work in Chennai. Sree was happy to chat with him and catch up after a while. As they were bantering around, she was pulling his leg about mystical powers and miracles. Then B asked her if she wanted to see a miracle. She was thrilled and agreed immediately.
As you can guess, B showed her his open hands, told her to check everything, and then he told her that she can expect to see a bunch of pins there. Then they kept talking as he rubbed his hands gently, and after a few minutes opened his closed fist. Viola! There were a bunch of safety pins there! How did it get there? Where did they come from? Those were Sree’s questions too… for which B simply replied,
I teleported it!”
B often visited Chennai on ashram work, and many times he would stay in ma Bhaktika’s home, as Bhaktika’s entire family is devoted to Swamiji and the ashram. They always welcomed anyone from the ashram to stay with them for any length of time, and took very good care of them.
On one such occasion on Mar 7th 2009, when B was staying over, he was up late busy with all his phone calls as always. Ma Bhaktika was also up late, working on some book publication, not uncommon for her to do. B stopped by Bhaktika’s office to discuss some issues related to upcoming book publications. While they were sitting across a table & talking, B suddenly pulled out a bar of Dairy Milk chocolate and gave it to her!
Bhaktika was generally quite aware, and she knew there was no chocolate there on the table earlier. So she was surprised and asked him how he got it, to which B just said he did some magic! She asked him if he can do it again, and he refused. He said the magic could not be repeated. Bhaktika also knew that B was a very spiritually evolved soul, and possibly an enlightened mystic. So she knew that there was more here than meets the eye, but she couldn’t elicit a better response from B at that time.
On Mar 25th, 2009 B had been invited by Bhaktika’s mother (lovingly called ‘aachi’) to preside over a pooja at home. He was given all the respects offered to a senior brahmachari of the ashram. After the pooja, B felt like giving something special to aachi to help her feel the pooja was a success. He was sitting at their dining table and talking to Bhaktika and he mentioned this to her. She smiled with an idea of what was coming – more magic!
B kept rubbing his hands together as they were talking and finally produced a small yantra (the laminated kind sold in Nithyananda Galleria). He gave it to Bhaktika and said, please give it to aachi as a gift from the ashram for the pooja. She knew now that he had teleported it, so he quickly warned her not to reveal that information to anyone else, including aachi. But after this, he still kept rubbing his hands and that got Bhaktika really curious. When she asked him about it, he said, “I’m not sure why, but my hands are still itching for something”. Then he asked her to remove the newspaper under his hands. She did it, and to her surprise she found one more chocolate there for her!
Having been in-charge of the archives at the ashram, Bhaktika realized the importance of documenting such miracles, and being her diligent self she immediately got a camera, and took a picture of the chocolate and yantra that was just teleported. She also made a note of the date and time of the incident. And then after enjoying the chocolate, she carefully saved the wrapper as proof for posterity. Although aachi didn’t know that the yantra was teleported for her, she was very happy to receive it as a gift from the ashram, she felt that was an auspicious sign.
On Jun 1st 2009, B was in a meeting with members of the Nithyananda Youth Foundation. One of the members there had a severe headache and was unable to focus on the meeting. She badly wanted a tablet but no one had any. At that point, B reached into his pocket, pulled out a headache tablet and handed it to her. She didn’t know that the tablet was teleported, she thought B must have been carrying one in his pocket. But when he narrated this incident to me, I teased him saying, “Are you sure you didn’t already have that tablet in your pocket?” B replied, “Do you really think I need to carry headache tablets for myself. I heal others’ headaches; if I ever have a headache, I won’t need a tablet to heal it. So why will I carry a tablet for it in my pocket?” Seemed reasonable and logical enough for me to accept his argument!
I was spending some time in Chennai with my in-laws in Mar 2009. I knew B was in town for some work. So after finishing all the chores for the day, when I retired to my room, I would call him and we catch up with each other. On one of those days, B seemed very excited and told me that he downloaded a new technology that he was itching to test. He said, “I can share this only with you, so I need your help in testing this technology!”
I was really curious too, and asked him to tell me more.
He said, “Until now, I was able to teleport only in the area where I am present physically. Now with this technology, my physical presence is not needed. If my energy is present, or my presence is there, I can teleport to that place”.
“How do I bring your presence or energy here to my room?” I asked.
“Do you have a picture of B? A picture has his presence in it” he said.
Unfortunately, I had it only on my laptop, not as a print out that I could frame and keep.
Luckily, a few months ago, one day during our Padha Yatra & Kalpataru tour of Tamilnadu, B was chatting with a couple of us while he was clipping his nails. After we finished our discussion & dispersed, he was about to throw away his nails, when I stopped him.
I said to him, “You are enlightened, then your nails have healing energy, just like Swamiji’s. Why do you want to waste it by throwing it away? Can you not give it to someone who needs your help, just like our Swamiji does?”
He said, “Yes, its true that my nails have the healing energy, just like Swamiji’s, but that is not something I can disclose to others, only a few people like you know it. I really can’t give it to anyone. So I might as well throw it away.”
Then I requested that he give it to me, and I will use it wisely. At first he hesitated, wondering what I will do with it. Then I convinced him that I will only keep it safely and if he ever wanted it to be used or given to someone, I will do that. He was satisfied with my answer and let me have the nail clippings. So I carefully put them all in a piece of paper, wrapped it up and put it away in my handbag.
Coming back to Chennai and testing the new technology the B downloaded, I reminded him about his nail clippings that were with me, and asked him if that would suffice as a source of hi energy or presence.
He promptly said. “Yes. That will work. That has my energy and presence too. Keep it in a safe, undisturned place in your room.”
With that issue resolved, I asked him, “What will you be teleporting?”
He said, “I don’t know what will appear, and when it will appear or where it will appear. But somewhere in your room, you will find something that is not there now.”
I was a little disappointed, and said, “B, there are many things in this room, how will I know what new thing has appeared here? Can you at least make it something that is unique and known to me that I know for certain is not here now? Like the shell with a Ganesha carved on it… remember I gave you two of those? If you make something like that appear, then I’ll be able to identify clearly and vouch that your latest download technology really works as intended!”
“I don’t know exactly what will appear, but just watch out for something new appearing in your room”, he said.
Sometime before this conversation, I had visited a place in Chennai called Dakshin Chitra. In that place, there was an artist who made exquisite & intricate carvings on seashells. They were really beautiful, unlike any other I had ever seen. I picked up a beautiful carving of Krishna for myself, and then I thought to myself, how wonderful it would be if there was one of Swamiji, just like that! And if it were available in our galleria, there would be many like me who would want one! I decided to show them to B as product samples to consider for the galleria. So I picked up another smaller piece of carving, with lord Ganesha carved on it for lesser cost. While talking to the artist about the prices being quite high for the carving, he showed me a few samples which he could not sell, because the colors on the shell were not as brilliant as the ones on the shelf. He offered them to me for free. I picked it up also as a sample to show. A few days later, I told B about these carvings and said I would like to show them to him and give him some samples to evaluate or order. I handed him the 2 Ganesha carvings as samples to keep. This was the Ganesha carving I suggested he should teleport into my room to test his new technology! Since I had only 2 of those, and I had given both to B, I knew I could recognize it if it showed up in my room.
Anyways, our chat ended that day with some usual friendly banter about his latest downloads. Then almost a week passed by, and I forgot all about this incident or chat with B. It was time for me to pack up and head back to Bangalore, after which I was taking the flight back to US. The night before I leave Chennai, on March 12th 2009, I started packing all my things. As I remove all my things from the closet in my room, all of a sudden I notice a little shell with a faded Ganesha carving on it, staring me in my face, sitting on the shelf. At first, I just took it and packed it along with other fragile items I was packing.
And then, all of a sudden it struck me. I thought, “Oh my god! This is that same Ganesh carving I gave B!”
“Now wait a minute”, said my mind. Immediately there were these doubts in my head: “Did I give him both or did I give only the nicer one and keep the faded free piece with me? “
And then, I clearly remembered my conversation with B, when I said to him, “If you teleported something like that Ganesha shell, I would recognize it and know for sure your technology works”. Then it dawned on me that the remote teleporting technology that B had downloaded really did work! I still couldn’t believe what I was seeing. My mind was still trying to create questions and doubts about it! But I was very excited nevertheless.
I called B right away and said, “Guess what? Your download works! I got the Ganesha shell that I asked you to send here. I can’t believe it. I did really give you both the pieces as samples, didn’t I? Or did I take back one of it with me?” To which B said, “I don’t remember, let me see… yes you did give me both to see the difference in quality.” I think I was more excited than B about the whole thing because it was still an unbelievable miracle for me! I guess for B, it was just another download that has been tested & it worked; like just another toy for a child, I guess.
There are innumerable incidents of healing miracles from B. Swamiji himself is a great healer, and he has initiated thousands of people as healers too. But B was different from the rest of us. He was the only one I knew that could heal remotely, just like Swamiji!
An interesting fact that people around B started to notice was that, if he said something, it would generally become true. From people in the galleria department, to his friends, sisters and other members of the Nithyananda community, everyone felt, if B said it, it is likely to happen. Many times, for many small (or big) problems they would ideally want to go to Swamiji, but everyone knew they could not disturb Swamiji for all their daily issues! So they would do the next best thing and go to B. Often times, B would say, “I’ll pray to Swamiji for this to happen”. And sure enough things would happen.
Broken DVD Replicator
It was December 2008, time for Swamiji’s Jayanthi. There were lots of programs and requests for Swamiji’s’ CDs and DVDs. Out of 3 DVD replicating machines that were used for the CD/DVD production, one had stopped working. Tirumurugan, who was in-charge of CD/DVD production, was having a really hard time keeping up with the demands of the Galleria showroom and the broken machine was not helping him at all. For almost a month they had tried to fix it, taking it to couple different repair shops, with no luck.
One day, I was volunteering at the galleria DVD production room, helping to put the wrappers for DVDs onto the DVD cover, placing the DVD sticker on a burnt DVD, and then putting the DVD into its cover ready to be put on the shelf for sale. While I was busy doing this, B came by to see how things were going. He was instructing Tirumurugan that he needed to be on top of things and produce sufficient quantities of certain DVDs for upcoming programs, as there will be heavy demand and he didn’t want sales to be affected because of slow production. Tirumurugan told him about the non-working DVD replicator, and said that was a huge bottleneck for his production. He requested a new replicator machine to replace it. But given how expensive those machines were, it was not likely to be replaced soon.
Immediately B put his hand on the machine for 5 minutes, and then declared, “It is healed, it will start working now”. Sure enough, when the machine was turned on, it started buzzing and beeping with all the usual sounds. For the next 30 minutes B sat there in front of the machine while chatting with all of us, and looking into the accounts, and other reports of status updates. The machine continued to work like a charm for the rest of the month! B told me later that he stayed there for those 30 minutes just to make his presence available there for everything to fall in tune and start working smoothly.
Sometime later, I was chatting with Tirumurugan and asked him how he felt about taking care of the galleria CD/DVD production work. He said they all liked working in galleria and they always had lot of fun and enjoyed themselves thoroughly when B was around. Whenever B was around, he said work happens very fast and we don’t even feel tired or realize that we had been working so hard or for so long! I mentioned it to B later, and said that his volunteers gave him an A+ as their team leader, to which he said, “Just my presence there lifts the energy level of that group, that is why they feel so good about my being there.” I’d heard Swamiji say that to us many times as the reason why all of us always feel like being around him all the time!
Once while B was in Chennai, another devotee who was talking to him was very upset. B found out that the devotee’s close family member was in Ramachandra Hospital in a state of come for the past 20 days. The doctors were unsure if the patient would recover. B offered to give some healing. So he went to the hospital and gave healing to the patient for about 30 minutes and then left. The next day, he received news that the patient started recovering from the coma, and a day later he was completely back to normal! Similarly, another case of coma, admitted in the Kamakshi Hospital in Velacheri also recovered after receiving healing from B.
In 2006, B’s aunt and uncle from Australia visited him. His aunt was pregnant, and not doing too well, so they were very concerned about the baby. B gave them a piece of turmeric and told them to keep it with them. He said the health issues will be resolved and the child will be born normally as a healthy baby. The uncle was concerned that the turmeric root will not be allowed through the customs, since agricultural products need special permission to be transported across borders. B told him not to worry, and said he will take care of it. Not only were they able to take the special healing turmeric root to Australia without any customs problems, but also their health problems went away completely. It’s been 3 years now (when this incident was narrated and recorded), they have two lovely children and feel grateful to God for blessing them through B.
On April 16th, 2009, B called his sister in Chennai and casually enquired about her health. She was pregnant and complained of too much pain. B told her that her pain will start reducing immediately but she should go see a doctor the next morning. Just as he said, her pain vanished immediately. She visited her doctor the next morning and on examining her, the doctor wanted her to get admitted right away for possible labor. She was only 5 months pregnant and worried about such an early labor (the baby would be too premature), she called B immediately and told him about the situation. B asked her not to worry and assured her that she won’t go into labor. When the doctors returned and examined her again, she was completely normal and she was given permission to go home.
Suresh is an organizer in Chennai and also a friend of B. While B was talking to Suresh in his office one day, Suresh received a call about his nephew who hurt himself really badly while paying. The child was rushed to ER as he had broken his leg. Looking at the symptoms the doctor believed it would be a serious fracture. As soon as Suresh got this call, B and he went to the hospital and B healed the child. He assured Suresh and his family that the child will be healed quickly and there won’t be a fracture. After they left from the hospital, the child started feeling better. An x-ray taken later indicated there was no fracture. The doctor was quite surprised at the dramatic improvement of the child’s condition.
Jeevan Mukthi Book Release
On March 3rd, 2009, Swamiji was going to release the Tamil book Jeevan Mukthi. It was scheduled to be a huge event, in which many celebrities were invited to join. The book was planned for simultaneous release in 125 cities, and 2 lakh (200,000) copies of the book were sold even before the release. So this was going to be a mega event and all preparations were going on in full swing. Everything except the book was ready!
The team that was working on the 1000 page book in just 3 months was fighting it out day and night, literally living in the printer’s office for several weeks to complete it on time, so that it could then be printed and distributed to all 125 cities by March 2nd.
During this time, B also spent many days and nights with the whole publication group in their Chennai office. There were many hardships and obstacles for the group that made it an incredible challenge to get the book ready on time. Many times the printing machine would stop working due to overload. And they would need a minimum downtime to recover, but that would mean the books wouldn’t reach all the cities in time for the release! At other times, even though there was a humungous amount of work to be completed, the whole publication team would collapse in exhaustion and just fall asleep, losing their critical race against time.
Despite many such hurdles and against all odds, the team successfully completed the book, got it printed and distributed just in time for the release. B mentioned to me later that he was with the team in the printer’s office most times just to keep the group energy up and help them metaphysically to overcome the odds. He had to heal the machines many times to get them to work under the overloaded condition.
At the same time, part of the book printing and binding was also happening in another facility in Sivakasi, from where it was going to be distributed to the nearby cities for release. On March 2nd at eleven o’ clock at night, the binding machine came to a grinding halt. There were still thousands of copies to be bound before morning, but the machine refused to start again! The local coordinators were at their wits ends trying to figure out how to make things go as planned.
Finally they called B to inform him that due to machine problems, plans will have to cancelled and books won’t be available for release. But that would be unacceptable and programs had to go as planned in order to save face for Dhyanapeetam as a whole and for Swamiji in particular. Then B closed his eyes for a few minutes, focused on that issue and pronounced, “The machine will start working now, so they can complete the work as planned.” And sure enough, when they tried it after that call, the machined turned on and worked well until all the books were bound as required!
On the day of the book release, all the folks breathed a huge sigh of relief. They could hardly believe it themselves that they managed to accomplish a task that seemed nearly impossible. Of course, everyone knew that without Swamiji’s will and energy behind it all it could have never been done.
People who interacted with B on a daily basis started noticing a trend – things he said, became true. Many times, the folks in the galleria department would come to him and request, “Maharaj, please tell that we will find this item that we are searching for”. B would say, “If you search you will find it anyways, why do need me to tell that?” They would insist, “No Maharaj, when you say it, it will happen. So please just say it, for our sake.” B would just smile and say, “Alright, you will find it now, look for it.”
Only with really close friends (a few of us who knew him better), he would use words like “I will take care!” The first time I heard him say that, I teased him about how he started sounding like Swamiji! I realized quickly that he was just like Swamiji, not just sounding like him. He had a powerful Vak Shakthi, just like Swamiji. Almost anything he would say, became a reality. Often times I asked him about it, about the science behind it and how that happens. He would say, “I myself don’t know how it happens. All I know is, when I say something, it is an order to the existence, and the existential energy responds to the order immediately to make it a reality”.
“You are the luckiest person to be alive”, B said. “You are the only one to whom I have revealed my true self completely at this time! There are a few others who know, but not to the extent you do. There are many people who know me now only in this physical form. After I leave this body, when they come to know who I truly am, they will regret having missed me! But what to do, much cannot be revealed to all, while I am in the body. So understand how lucky you are. You may not know it now, but you will realize it someday.” Those were the words of B echoing on the phone, from 10,000 miles across the world, and I could barely comprehend the magnitude of all this.
I was overwhelmed with gratitude and had no words to express them, except for tears rolling down. ‘Thank you’ seemed too cheap and too small to use for something of cosmic proportions. So I hoped my silence conveyed it all.
With all due respect and permission of B, I have recorded some of our conversations in this book, so that every seeker who reads it understands that B is not a myth. He really exists and is available to any sincere seeker.
In B’s own words, “Whoever wants spiritual growth, they will find this book. By the time they finish reading this book, they will become enlightened. I declare this. If they see this book itself, mukthi! I dont want to reveal myself while alive… but the world should know at least after I leave, that B came in this body. This time I have decided to open up and reveal all the ultimate secrets.”
The Ultimate Book of Secrets
Answers from the Cosmic Hotline!
I am the cosmic judge. Its my job to see if dharma is being maintained in the universe. I come here to see how God is doing his job, and whether everything is happening dharmically! Wherever dharma is not followed, I monitor it and change the situation.
I have been the cosmic judge for a long time. But that is only one of my responsibilities. Helping people to become Jeevan Mukthas is my main job.
Q: I am curious about your world! How is it in Shambala? Does everyone there listen to you?
Just like a country has a prime minister, ministers, MPs, and others to govern it properly… same way the universe also has a few who are highest in qualification. I am like the prime minister for he entire cosmos/universe. There are 5-10 others at most, who I call as the committee; they are all in my league. Then are many enlightened people who are equivalent to ministers, and under them many others enlightened ones.
The committee will select one person as their representative and send them to earth to do the work. We make them God for that period of time. That is how we selected Swamiji and sent him to play the role of God this time.
Q: Can a minister become a prime minister or part of the committee?
Yes. It depends on how much tapas he has done through his lifetimes. Anyone can rise up in the hierarchy… only criterion is their tapas!
Then imagine how many thousands of lifetimes of tapas I must have done to achieve this state!
Q: Would you say Vishnu, Brahma, Shiva and such gods are like committee members? Then what are Indra, Narada, etc?
Yes. Vishnu, Shiva, Brahma that we talk about on earth are equivalent to committee members, all of whom are great enlightened masters. Even the souls we call as Devi, Laksmi are all great enlightened masters/souls.
Narada, Indra are all equivalent to the ministers. Their assistants and such souls are equivalent to MLAs.
Q; How old are you really? Some say you are 2000 years old, others say 10,000?
I am deathless, birth-less and hence ageless! I have existed from the beginning. For this period you can say I have existed in the form of Mahavatar babaji for more than 10,000 years. I will continue to exist in this form for another 25,000 years, or however long Earth exists.
Q: But doesn’t deathlessness apply for all beings/souls?
Yes. Its true in general for all beings & souls. But an ordinary being takes birth according to its strong desires & karmas; and remains caught in the cycle of birth & death. The enlightened souls are not caught in the cycle they are liberated from it. So they can take birth whenever they choose to come down to Earth for a specific purpose or mission.
But understand that I am beyond even that! I come down to Earth to help enlightened masters to raise the others. I am not just a master; I am a master who helps other masters accomplish their mission. That is the same reason I have come now, to help Swamiji in his mission. Our committee has only appointed him and sent me to help him.
Q; Why do so many enlightened masters like Shankara and Vivekananda die at such a young age, mostly within 40?
Its hard for this body to sustain such high energy. We have to create some attachment to the body just for this reason, so that we can stay in the body longer and help humanity. But for the amount of energy we carry, its hard for the body, the nerves to sustain it. I will leave the body by my 40th birthday… another 5-6 years at most.
Q: I am often bewildered why so many others I know have such amazing and wonderful spiritual experiences, but I have none, ABSOLUTELY NONE!!
You don’t need it. They need it. You are living with B and Swamiji! We are alive in the body, and with you so you don’t need any spiritual experience. Just enjoy our presence now.
Q: Because I am having the privilege of living with such great enlightened masters, it seems even more strange that I don’t have some powerful spiritual experiences? Am I doing something wrong?
You could meditate more. Maybe you are too intellectual, so your mind is preventing you from experiencing anything. But know that you are already enlightened so you don’t need it now. The others who are having such experiences may not be enlightened, but they may have been meditators in their past life.
Q: Why does your body also fall sick like regular people? If you can heal others, then you should never be sick!
I let my body obey the natural laws of this plane. According to your logic I don’t need to eat, sleep or go to the bathroom! But I do all of that. Why? Because I let the body operate as it normally should in this plane. That is the dharmic thing to so. So when I die too, the body will have to deteriorate the normal way, through sickness, etc.
Q: But cant you just leave your body anytime you want, like Paramahamsa Yogananda did? Why die painfully through diseases like the rest of us?
If there is a need for such a death like Yogananda’s then it will happen. If there is a message to be given to the world through that then maybe it will happen that way. Otherwise, it will take the normal course.
Q; Where is Shambala?
India, Himalayas, uttranchal gangotri begins at Gomukh, above that place to half of Kashmir on the east of it, Nepal on the north … that area. Gomukh is the center point.
Ganga & Himalayas were created by existence like man builds a dam or a resort. It was not an incidental or accidental development. It was created for the sake of Shambala to connect with earth. Himalayas is the universal incubator.
Q: Is it physically there? Can anyone go there.
Not physically located, no one can go there physically. Universal kingdom is located here metaphysically.
Only enlightened beings can go here. Security guards will check ur id when u enter… a bhairava, also a an enlightened being.
Q: U can change anyone’s mind, then why cant u do it when u need something favorable from someone?
Changing anyone’s unconscious without their permission/request is not dharmic. Just because we have power, we cannot misuse it. When someone else requests on your behalf that you are suffering and your mind be changed, then only if its good for both (one who is requesting and the affected person), we will bless their request. In that case, the dharma is not violated.
Q: Where is Babaji?
Usually in Himalayas. But he can go anywhere anytime and give darshan to anyone. Whoever seeks in whichever form, he grants darshan in that form., not just babaji’s form.
Q: Were u born as Christ?
And as Buddha (I didn’t feel it was a new place when we visited Bodhgaya, it didn’t feel like I was there 1st time, although it’s the 1st time in this birth).
We have a skeleton on which there is skin. Can u match that skeleton with joy, sorrow, sex, etc? No. Just like that your being is not connected with all these feelings & emotions… its all only at the body level.